I'm going to make this as short as possible because I am low on time. I have known this girl for 2 years now. Things have never worked out, and we were never single at the same time until recently. Needless to say, I pretty much assumed a long time ago that she and I are just friends. despite this, I have always had a crush on her, one that I have tried to ignore. As some of you guys are aware, it's damn hard to ignore these kind of feelings. And now I am just confused as shit because of recent events. I'm receiving extremely mixed signals. Here's some random info:
-We've always been flirty with each other, and she's a cuddly person. It makes it very hard for me to tell when she's hitting on someone, or just doing what she usually does.
-We've done some one-on-one stuff in the last week or two; movies, eating at Zips.
-She's told me in the past that she finds me attractive physically.
-We've had discussions about the "friendzone" randomly in the past, and she has told me she never feels that a door is permanently closed (meaning she doesn't think the friend zone is a prison).
-Yet then I get the just friends vibe again when she complains about the guys she likes/has hitting on her/turns down. She told me she made out with a guy she likes last weekend.
-Last weekend when I was drunk I ended up telling a bunch of people that I've had a crush on her, and I'm pretty sure she knows I like her.
-People keep on telling me that we look like we would be a great couple, that we have great chemistry, we look like we should be together, bla bla bla.
Well now I don't know what the fuck to do. I hate having to keep things secret, but I feel as if I come right out and tell her I have feelings for her, I will make things awkward as shit.
bleh bleh bleh bleh.