[dmacfour]

So I talked to her again today.

Actually, she started it out. She asked me if she was preventing me from dating other women. I told her I was still confused after out talk before break. She basically rehashed most of what she said before, but explained to be what she meant.

-She is still not over her ex, a guy who friendzoned her, and her summer fling. She says that if we dated, she couldn't be 100% committed to me. She did the same thing to her last unofficial boyfriend. Obviously, if I got involved with her, I'd end up getting my heart stepped on. Probably a good thing not to.

-She told me she likes that she can be around me even on the days she doesn't want to be around anyone, and "looks like crap". That screams friendzone to me.

-So then I was like, "Why did you tell me I am not in the friendzone?" She told me that she doesn't ever believe that doors are closed. So basically she wants to keep me as a backup plan for the future. bleh.

-I was like, "I don't like this vague stuff; am I just a friend, or not?" As far as the present and near future is concerned, I am just a friend. That's what I needed to hear.

Now that I'm done with this confusing bullshit, I can move on to other women. I actually feel pretty relieved.