Good Niche, Bad Niche?

[Nicholas Fahrenheit]

So, I’ve come to find myself in a comfortable, but unchallenging Niche in the last few months. I’m earning 100% more than most people my age, in a job based around my future profession. I am obviously still living at home, because moving out without a qualification driven career is madness, and wasteful.

As such, I have settled into a comfortable monotony of chilling out; casual sex; materialism and boredom. My bedroom has a queen size bed; couched seating area; 37’’ LED Backlit TV; Xbox360; Blu ray player and three separate 1.5 Terabyte hardrives with more or less every single TV show that became popular and every single movie ever made.

I don’t have to make an effort with women, because I have three separate regular female visitors who are just friends, who understand the concept of friendly pleasure.

But I’m incomplete, I don’t have love, I don’t have drive. I’m too comfortable I think, pursuing this perfect lifestyle thing for so long has beared fruit for me. But I’m not done. Should I just be grateful for the setup I have and wait for the right thing to come along or should I start going out to clubs again and looking for it? Is it even in a club? Relationships are complicated and stressful and necessary. What should I do?

[tonatiuh8]

You should spark up...LOL

This is were things get confusing for me. In the one hand I always want more, better and improve hence self improvement. But I've been reading and listening about Buddism and they teach that craving is the root of unhappiness, that been grateful and appreciate the things that you have is all that matters. So in your situation I think that you need to take a good look inside and feel if that hole that your feeling is the product of actual unhappiness or a by product of something in you head telling you that you should always strive for more.

And I think you should wait but go after something that will is way out of your comfort zone but always felt that you wanted to do it.